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https://youtu.be/_E2dVuYjLi0 It wasn't your selfishness that got you to lash out. It was your selflessness. If you could have been honestly selfish with your own goals you could have dissociated appropriately and endured and gained respect. I just went through some enduring factors myself and that was my experience. But much respect sir. Weak moments are something everyone's had. In the lack of human connection people tend to crave an ataboy or a pat on the back a smile or a laugh and if one is lonely resentment and that lack would be filled with the anger of the earth with no protection. But if you pay yourself then your intelligence and satisfaction would keep the power of yourself in your own hands. However, since his name was Kramer on the show and the Jigsaw character was also Kramer, if you're in the deep dark you'd have to allow the anger of the earth in you while not assuming responsibility for a land in pain while doing the thing as responsiblely and ethically as possible. That's the proof that no wisdom is a one size fits all except for breathing as a human being. For example mentoring Sarah Silverman out of the spiral was what kept his humanity intact in a character analysis of the show. So there's always a selfishness that has to be entirely one's own at all times. *Jamie mentoring wisdoms to others when one is pure hearted tends to benefit me when I've been vulnerable. Notice I treated you with the same pure hearted love Jigsaw gave to Sarah with a clear ethic and a clear finish line. Notice Sarah never escaped the Jigsaw house she just got a better room and kept me sane. On a Law and Order episode I helped give her a lesson that sheltered her from Jigsaw games forever. She was a detective on the Law and Order series and while investigating some rich kids she learned that others tend to try to be like them by spending money and trying to be cool, and that's the ethic of all insular families which is why it's impossible to join anything except as a loner who makes other loner friends one on one. A lesson you never had, sadly. Me I was born in a family on the streets. The outward appearances of meanness were guarded by Jesus cleverness and the inner lessons of happiness and respect kept us free and my future connection to this deli gave me leverage and independence and the loner lessons gave us all universal adapters so none of us are stuck with anyone.