Monday, December 6, 2021

The differences and similarities between my relationship with women and my relationship with my daughter

Making love like an ethical sociopath: Making love for me isn't about anyone's worth or commitment or marriage. There are ethical structures that make making love possible, but making love doesn't need any of these things in particular. I made love to a married stripper without an vaginal penetration but still nurtured the same connection. Making love is bodily vulnerability. Like when my shoulders are parallel with a woman's shoulders it's an intimate sexual gesture. Gwen Stefani did that on the music video for "hella good." Also certain mantras tend to create that type of love. Some women seem afraid of that connection and honestly I don't know why such women even bother trying to make love in the first place. If your ego is too afraid of vulnerability then don't fuck. The will for me rejects the ego of others and only allows for ethical vulnerability. Then the two bodies tend to work in perfect Harmony that is harmonious with the relationship with others. That's exclusive to sexual contact. Social conversation isn't necessarily sexual but has the same affect. The same structure isn't the same act, so ego is never the same as sex or a conversation. For those of you with children play and adult conversation produce the same Harmony between you and children without unethical contact. But that can be an excuse so I don't talk to children. That's how I created Harmony between me and my daughter without any unethical contact through conversation and parallel activity. Has the same affect of harmony I have experienced with adults but the natural forgiveness that comes from the nonsexual conversation I have actually replaced any potential arousal that some women have experienced by talking to me. (With children it's like parents have to make amends to their kids for bringing them into an unfair world like this. That's where the need for forgiveness comes from. Remember the Doc Holiday admission that he wanted revenge for being born? That's the actual emotion. But back to adults and my sexual relationship with women, the fact that bodily intimacy creates harmony affection and love without knowing the other person real well seems to prove that making love is a way to get to know a person and how you fit with them. There is one particular memory with that stripper woman where in the middle of ecstacy and intimacy she let me lift her a bit in the air with my arms and hands and it was a beautiful moment of surrender to my strength. That's what making love is and it made a spiritual connection that keeps me strong and restful forever because it's like my debt of strength to women as a whole was paid in that moment and I never had to go to war with anyone ever again. That is amazing. And I'll never forget that. And this post is so intimate I have no intention of sending it to anyone personally. Although I'll repost it on my blog. This wisdom makes human trafficking obsolete because that type of behavior presumed this discernment to be impossible and non existent but clearly it does exist.

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