Jamie the curse of love on us is a blessing

Magic is truth when used right. Truth is a vacuum. I had put a curse on someone who didn't deserve it and someone thought of using that against me. I then made myself look ignorant and made her laugh in scornful ways. I said things like "it didn't work because it didn't work in the exact right details I asked for." She laughed with scorn. I took the curse out of reality and used the energy to separate me from her, using her negative intentions to separate my intent from hers. And so I did. My intent was better than hers because I was that person who didn't deserve to be cursed and I wasn't ignorant of magic. She only thought I was. Her negative intentions were fueled by fear and a desire to control but my self respect was a superior ethic and still is. This shifted the balance of control from her to me, as my sense of love was allowed in by my ability to respect. By extension I discovered her use of madness as a means to gain objectivity and her sense of blind trust and faith to unite her friends and family. That is mercy so that her loss of control would ultimately be restored if she can learn how to respect instead of fear. The curse on you Jamie is that you would always be beholden to someone else until you learn to respect instead of fear so that you can let love in. Since this curse is based in reality and not fear simply not believing in it won't make it go away.