Saturday, November 6, 2021

Me as Cleopatra

What Michele represents is the ability to function as a free and autonomous human being without apology. Her insecurity was only a reflection of the rest of the world's inability to do so. Skyla represented her ability to catch the men that fell away from Michelle who couldn't be free. What i am to both is Michelle discovered that her job to police underground spirituality was fundamentally corrupt selfish and unreliable. Everyone was fundamentally guilty to her because of the lack choice and courtesy in her world. So she taught me Chaucer and let me go free. For Skyla to find her place she used her last bit of brilliant life force on her last cycle to hack the part of my brain that has trained itself to not care what anyone thinks so that when i remembered that and thought of her then that cold water would hack her love into my mind like a surgeon. That kept me and her free. What Skyla has is the fundamental insight that nothing can exist without love. That guaranteed her survival. Michelle lacked that but only a man could give that version of that dream to her. A lesbian relationship with Skyla just wasnt capable of providing that because that love insight pushes ones self to ones maximum free potential and Michelle was about keeping her human potential right where it was and her lesbian relationships kept her from that. She could have been with Skyla but it couldn't work because of that. Their friendship had and has to include me. My skill as Cleopatra notices these things. As a human in embryonic development every situation is a perfect puzzle match to my health and nourishment. That's my permanent God center.

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