Meaningfulness

If ever i find myself wanting to give closure and feel over animated by someone elses persona or expectations i remind myself that being caring is often a tactic for parasitic types of consciousness. Just be still. Most people don't give a shit and want to seem like life is meaningful but if something is meaningful stillness would confirm it and if it isn't now amount of blowing would make it meaningful. If you find yourself acting and telling yourself stuff to try to be helpful and useful to someone else then you were acting out a lie.