Not caring what people think

That's my spiritual name. One of my names anyway. Ive researched every possible means of not caring what people think from every angle with the insight that caring about how I treat people and how people treat me isnt the same thing as what people think of me or what I think of other people. That logical contradiction at times though sometimes the same and sometimes contradictory shows that integrity is completely indifferent to the thoughts and confusions of others on a surface level since the root of integrity and the root of social anxiety arent the same. This is something that Sylvia Plath hacked in my psyche because as soon as I critiqued a memory of her my insight into love as related to integrity became clear to me and I'm independent and free because of her and thats why i fell in love with her because those thoughts were used brilliantly in a negative impression I had of her once had her love water just pour into my psyche and that was an awesome experience, to know that my love with her is immune to dissolutionment.