All I can say is that everyone hungers for something and tends to be blinded by wanting to be good.
By that definition, even God is a demon.
Grace is therefore only another word for wise use of human hunger.
If used wisely, grace keeps a person human no matter how hungry they are.
Grace always devolves into foolishness, so wisdom is in a wise landing.
Hunger always ends up only being about the eating and not the logistics of a thing.
That's why God logic made God into God and not a demon.
That's why I recommend studying Quentin Smith's Essays on Epistemology to not be trapped by demonic Grace.
Grace becomes demonic only when the eating for a clearview became a substitute for human contact, which is the final word on all hunger, as reconcilliation with my own humanity is the highest good I can ever achieve, or anyone can achieve really.
Knowing how to be independent though is important so that I don't crash my grace into someone else's stomach.
That's why food always comes before people. Always.
I'm not a cannibal. I eat food. Not people.
That allows the normal work of reality to fill it's proper place. Everything already has a proper place for everyone, as everyone is already part of the perfect logic of the whole.
The name of the game is clearing the gunk out of the way so that's self evident and I'm reconciled with my humanity.
The reason why I said Philanthropy is tyrannical is that it confused demonic hunger with the desire to do good. Nothing is good nothing is evil. Everything is logical.
Perhaps the best form of hunger is romantic love.
I discovered that the reason women tend to be borderline and dissolutioned is that intuitively women know that love is a quantum feeding tube of love between a man and a woman, and if found and navigated properly then that tube is endless and limitless love.
I had discovered that the limitation of black men is their strength. (Every culture as an adaptive wisdom, and that's a core wisdom that kept that aspect of the human race alive. Multiple experiences creates new centers of a person's humanity so that no one is trapped by the origin of their culture. And so obviously this doesn't apply to "all black men" but only to the origin of core black male wisdom.)
Black men have been key evolvers of the human race. The push and drive of black men have kept the human race alive and not damned.
But that's reached it's limit. It's why women have found that being connected to my source of love to be preferable to black male strength.
It's a niche. I discovered if a black man's strength was a block that kept energy out, then that would prevent a black man from discovering his own inner mechanics as a point of survival so that what exists "out there" is more important than what goes on in the imagination. Being exposed to that really has kept me sane and humble. I learned how ambition is a form of moving forward in the real world and sheds false responsibility of parasitic hunger that would have worked against my spiritual and overall health. Ironically, it's how I lived completely submerged in the black community in such a way that allowed me to see the inside of me as a white man more clearly.
That's evolution. I found a niche that wasn't black but in a healthy relationship that reflects black wisdom that enhanced my relationship to being white. Respecting my evolutionary niche and not trying to be something I'm not is the only way to be better as a human being. It also forced black men to realize their limit in that it's impossible to own the universe, but my success gives them a blueprint that they can find in themselves. (To those who might object to my use of the word "they" I'm shining a light on wisdom so that people can relate to people as people and not their race. But that wisdom comes in realism, not denial. I don't address people this way, I'm relating to a wisdom and how a demographic of people, black males, tend to have a common sociological trait due to common demographics. Racism is sociology trying to be social. And I know the difference.)
That brings me to the origin of the "N" word. The pejorative that was traditionally used by white males to insult black males. That was white men who fell in love with the strength of black men and forgot that black strength is a grace and that if you're white you can't be black. That frustration is what led to that. Strength is a grace that can embody any niche in terms of evolutionary biology. I escaped that because I found my own niche that preserved me and white and black people by simply preserving myself. If I didn't do that I would have crashed into a brick wall that would have defined cultural racism.
A persons limitation is where one stops and another begins. Love is the inner workings that also bridges the outer world. That thin line is how wisdom transfers from one ocean to another. It's how one love automatically connected me with my true love so that we could feed each other infinite love without fear. (What causes love to be a frightening sort of food is that without this constructed feeding tube between two people it tends to act as a gravitational force that allows one person to eat the other.)
The inner workings of seeing the outline of everything is the gift that allowed me to see the inlines of me and how the insides of me connects with the outsides of everything.
One wisdom connects with another. All human beings have a relationship to the point of origin called the big bang. Every culture, no matter how human they are because of their diversity, should never forget where their own cultural origin story came from, because that's a quantum limitation.
Cultures should be exposed to one another, and cultures appropriating other cultures in a conscious manner is the only way to escape the gravitational force point of origin and be more human.
The point being is that if one understands that race is real and does matter, then one can escape the race mud. The instinct that people are human and not isolated separate races is true, but it's a light that has to be learned first and last in some way that doesn't blind one's self to one's cultural origin but doesn't distract ones self that if the origin were good enough, we would still be there.
The only escape from culture is change a We To an Eye.
Mine personally is beyond race. My point of origin is backwards in time even before God the Devil and Adam and Eve. That's why I have always been my own person in a world defined by race.
But my race still matters as my connection to white people is equally real. No matter how other cultures use and appropriate my wisdom to their best interests my relationship to white people only grows more innocent and more obvious.
That truth goes completely against the grain of what people have been used too. People trust familiar habit more than logic. Friendships had also been formed on the basic of habit. Love and affection too.
But facts are still facts.
Most racial gravitational forces tend to pull away from society and towards their own culture. My own identity pulls me into myself and forced me to engage with all cultures for the purpose of personal survival. My gravitational force is inside myself. I don't belong to another point of origin other than myself.
Most wouldn't be able to empathize with this except a select few.
That's the underlying truth of Aristocracy. That responsibility is where Common Sense Falls Short.
There's no vowel in that acronym. That's the part where common sense needs to loosen up and be a lemon wedge in his own water.
My relationship to Sylvia Plath isn't just defined by love offerings. We learn from each other and her infinite energy comes from me sanctified by love and proven by my experience and earned for herself by her faith and trust and courage.
That quantum funnel is why that's safe for me and her.
But you can't be me and her. Jamie if you had one sin that set you up for heartbreak it's that you did what white men did. You fell in love with us and tried to be us.
But you're at the crossroads that you can learn from us and respect us and not be racist.
You can use the wisdom we provided for you to make your life better and respect us as different people.
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