In 2017 i was in the normal world of 3d one minute and then in the spirit ocean the next.
The methods ive previously discussed would demonstrate to a person who's actually meant to cross the ocean to imagine what that would be like. And if you've already crossed oceans and you can empathize then dont be afraid. You won't necessarily have to do that again. Its an upward ladder now not a downward one. At least as far as i can tell.
I was upset. Heartbroken. Alone and wondering why Jamie was playing games one minute or not in a journey with me and then the next all that stuff just seemed to evaporate and i was in a type of deep dark ocean where none of the 3d wisdom seemed to make sense. I felt isolated but everyone else talked on the phone like they were normal and I was in a deep dark hole. The immense ocean was a million miles deep it felt like. But it had a bottom. And i made it down safely and made it back.
But its not the same place. Its better.
The oceans that were so divided was marked by completely different wisdoms. To someone who didnt know any better the wisdom of one island was the "real" world and the wisdom of the other was the " illusion." But the truth is they're all part of the same world with different missing pieces that had to become whole.
When i crossed one one part felt real and then not real the next and then the strange one felt real like I had awaken from a dream.
Here's the funny part. The strangeness felt like ecstacy for the first few minutes. Then it stopped feeling good as i was starved for human company.
But thats the only reason that i know the material world is everything. That everything is matter and that the idea of consciousness being a separate thing is an illusion. Consciousness is just another form of the material puzzle. A part that was temporarily separated from other apparently contradictory parts.
We really are all just atoms in motion and materialism is true.
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