The cartoon Lucifer episode I watched recently reminded me of what I had forgotten. My energy and life had taken such a left turn as a child I realized that nobody had anything to do with my pain. No one created it or designed it. People's life force and wisdom just naturally filled the vacuum, but they themselves didn't actually do anything and had nothing to do with what my upbringing wad actually like.
There's a confirmation bias for spiritually trapped people to want to believe their lives have any meaning. That their existence linked with another person's existence meant that they actually caused that link or decided to share their knowledge or consciously created that person's pain.
None of that is how that works. People are just impersonal universe mechanisms just like stars are. People's radiation functions just as precisely and carelessly without any fault of their own. Its just a reflection of the universe's perfect logical mechanism.
A person does have free will in the smaller things like pleasure and company. And who they are radiates from that.
The stupidity is that peoples pain got purified by natural universal goodness but the pain could have just as easily been pleasure and had the same effect.
How other people look to me is that they delusionally thought that they owned my pain and wanted to create more of it like stupid little caged rats who didnt know any better. Doing evil to other people for no reason, since pleasure would have produced the same effect.
Pain is just a symptom of the universe's indifference and nihilistic meaninglessness.
Pain has no intrinsic value. Its just stupid how people associate pain with good. Fucking stupid.
What this proves is that while men thought they were hurting women for the sake of order and stability, what they were really doing was raping and violating women and children just to preserve their status and power with no greater purpose really happening.
It was just men hurting women and children to preserve their power and status and no other true reason, unless men actually have the humility to do something different. But men have no ethical case to oppress women anymore.
If I didn't share this insight i would have been guilty also by virtue of complicity.
To quote Quentin Smith on Moral Realism and Infinite Space time imply moral nihilism, any energy in opposing the liberation of women would just be a futile use of their energy.
And the status of logical determinism outside of me living a happy life for me personally would be a futile use of my energy. I can't be more logical than the mechanisms the universe has in place already. And thats why I don't waste my time trying to save anyone. Because I just can't.
If others took the time to think about it, what they think is "me" blocking them is actually just the perfect logic in the universe.
I have nothing to do with anyones feelings or predicament.
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