How to be a God

 I am the last god born from western mythology. 

My experience is this. It sounds theatrical and extraordinary when i phrase my role as a title: The god of hell. That makes it fun and part of the thing that already exists so as to make relevance immediate and effective. 

But I was born normally. Hell was just extra dimensional earth energy that existed without a true god to fill it because it required the simplicity of innocence to provide proper god like clarity that would make earth a better place. 

The innocence of hell is to know that no one goes to hell because they deserved it. No one did. A proper god needed to be on the surface that had to only absorb the ethic on its purest form.

Me and Skyla both fit. Her angry energy fit perfectly with my clarity that all the suffering in hell was meaningless and pointless.

A person who can absorb dirty water without having to clean it right away takes the lead for that water to make it clean as a center of human innocence. 

Thats how its done and it doesn't need a western Roman Greek or Abrahamic context to do that.

I absorbed that in clear innocence in a love triangle that was going on at the time between me her and Michelle. 

We had a fight. I was young and naive and said stupid things. Michelle forgave me and saw how she was wrong too, me and Michelle fought because Michelle was gay and Skyla wasnt but tried to be and was really in love with me. 

We all found common ground in the dirty water and worked to suvive. I had a child and a family and the healing was centered around the individual me and family first before the world as a whole in line with the God Ethic as mentioned before. 

But there's all types of dirty water to sit in for long term innocence and survival and short term innocence of comraderie and good times with friends and lovers. 

It takes me as the spirit of revenge so that i was able to watch dark things as long as they were clever and ethical as possible so as to keep me from harm. 

Energy that has no proper god is everywhere for someone. If one absorbs something.

Incidently I stayed spiritually married to Skyla and had a baby with someone else. 

That kept our innocence of future love in its pure form without a baby that created a love to be born instead of a baby that crossed oceans.

Worthy of independent study for others interested in a similar path.