The experience of Atlanta recently was God letting hell see what heaven could be.
It was a glimpse.
I was able to keep heaven with me personally because my will is healthy. Hell has no excuse to try to take that from me, because now hell knows that it's only its trapped humanity that keeps them from a heavenly state of mind.
Bits of temporary air lets people see what things can be.
San Diego showed what hell has that heaven doesnt or didn't. It was the freedom of air that lets people talk and have healing discussions and just happiness for the sake of intellectual exploration.
My drug use at the time actually lowered the vibe that made that possible. Meth gave me the illusion of hope out in the real world, but that same energy got released into the water so that people with real hope at the time got the energy to match. The death energy also can use the illusion of hope to see a genuine hopeful future. Using meth because of nothing to lose and no other way to do so. I had a similar experience when i was a bad kid to preserve my innocence that blocked sexual energy from me and when I fell at the time i had a similar death experience that didn't require drugs. Drugs are home energy that provide unearned lessons so that the future is about choices and not lessons. Thats why I glide happily above lessons now. Marijuana allowed things to just be slowed down and let people who were vulnerable to truth to see and enjoy the sunshine. (Truth is kinda retarded that way. Truth cant help anyone unless that person already feels like life is beautiful.)
Mushrooms connected me directly to the earth in fool energy. I did it in a detached way. I gave people money just to hang out with me so they'd talk to me. I had let myself be used and then things were so relaxed because no one fears an innocent fool so that my mushroom experience had people who were willing to know what i was doing and my spirit connected with the spirit of a calm San Diego in perfect form and i never lost that.
The happiness and the sunshine with the fool energy protects my innocence even in the most vulnerable of states.
The fool energy is a person willing to start as a fool and to learn to be wise. This satisfies truth and happiness and being human.
God also discovered that nothing matters except that things only matter in and of its own essence as best reflected by Quentin Smith's "The Felt Meaning of the World."
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