It obviously doesn't mean I am reality itself. For goodness sake, I don't want to excite any superstitious mumbo jumbo out there.
God picked me through a reverse time loop so that hell didn't trap everyone into eternal pain.
That means my mythology debt was behind me before I was even born. That was God's gift to me.
He said to me "I chose to create you to create the wisdom of the tow. Only absolute reality can do that. And so you're the God of reality because I said so. So what wisdom do you want, because to be a god is to be a prisoner of what you represent. Better make reality a friend. So... What wisdom do you want me to bless you with."
I thought of all the skills that people were blessed with that people took for granted. I thought the only thing left likely not blessed by God directly would be social skills.
"I want to be the god of social skills."
Wise choice. That will keep you close to reality in itself. A lot of people think that they want to feel special, but what they want is that natural clear view to see how people don't want to feel special. What they want is a fresh start. That's when all feeling evaporates and it's just you and the future. Narcissism is the drive for a fresh start. She can't make you because I made you. Thus saith the Lord. A closed loop with me. The second wisdom to connect you to the earth you'll have to do backwards and forwards.
"If pain is an idol then pain is a wisdom. I'll activate a Haunted House in the past. Her beauty will be a grace that will keep the fairies alive. By building they'll keep the poison of 3d out. Nonviolent commitment to building."
I reached out to a mother of the past who embodied a common sense psychic who I am the out line that is more than common sense. A Jesus message of pure logic to give pain logical form.
"It isn't finished until you say it's finished. Until you say."
Now what do you want going forward?
Well, the devil knows how to stay the same and never change. Reality isn't something that's formed. It's something that already is. The narcissist wants to get with a loving energy, which is a form of reality. She'll think it's her doing it even as I suggest it to her. Madness and love is a form of absolute reality.
Madness, Love
Love, Madness
On an island lies a single flower
Surrounded by the lonely intensity of the deep.
It will reveal the pain singularity by revealing the polar opposite of a love singularity. Only my twin will be able to pass through it to heaven. Reality is my friend and I can't leave reality. But love is a reality that she can live on. Not the pretend ego Love. But the love that doesn't exist.
The love clear view that clearly doesn't exist. That's the name I was able to give her.
And what does that do for you? Don't leave yourself behind.
*See my essays on revenge for further reading. I don't like repeating myself.
The singularity brings death when life is pursued pathologically. That's why death brings lessons to earth. And in that death social beings come and bring me life again.
That's my process. That's what it is. The love above keeps reality within me friendly.
If that's confusing to you, did you expect a blog to click everything into place? Did you expect a guru to be anything but air that reminds you of what you don't have?
If that's unsatisfying to you, then learn how to live again.
God would teach people who would rather be normal than special.
Trying to be special makes your real gem look like dirt next to the dirt praise of strangers.
Don't do that.
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