Truth

 Skyla said in her heart in 2004 I know there's more to his voice then what speaks to me. His immaturity his weakness his apologies all seem to me a shallow type of skin. I'll call him courageous over and over again and then see if he stands up for me to Michelle and then see if he has the wisdom to bring that type of voice back to me. 

My eyes behind those eyes in 2004: Thats an excellent idea. Why not give me your pain and I'll give you mine. 

The room of logical precision: 

"Sam dont. If its drama." 

I said ridiculous things but when i said to you about Michelle this or that you saw that i am my own room. Already a logical precision person who can't be possessed. 

"Are you trying to get me to tell Skyla how happy you are!" And then a look of satisfaction came over you as you saw the future. You and i opened the door. You walked upstairs and i walked downstairs to relatively different types of heaven.

Ever wonder why they came to me? Ever wonder why they kept giving you gifts and you got to keep every gift and they got nothing in return? Ever wonder why that made them afraid and why the movie "Kill Bill" proved that neither of us could be hurt? 

All this worry about seeing others enjoying things and being able to do things you think you cant? 

And yet you can. That logical precision of perfect soul logic is something you still have. Its why you're rich. And why no one can take anything away from you. 

Its also why no one can take anything away from me either. When the ego dies for the right reasons like normative family loyalty, the ego melts and a perfect logical equation of being human appears. 

The theory of spiritual possession is based on the theory that theres no bottom and that a higher authority can keep your entity afloat. But thats not what a human being actually needs. 

And you already are me. Or you have that wisdom just like me. 

I just did the everybody looking happy thing and you feeling left out as an illusion. You have everything I have except the pleasure of my company. 

Thats what was hurting your feelings. Not fear of loss of anything material. 

You were afraid of not being close to me in some type of romantic sense, though i don't expect you to admit that. 

All those other worries was, if im being honest and sympathetic, is because of the shock of that connections sudden reappearence. 

Please be easy on yourself. 

Thats the clear view of us. You cant be an ego person. Thats not who you are. Youre a logical precision person like me. 

Like me, we're both perfect in human form and logically compatible with human weakness and human perfection perfectly.