Hell or high water: My secret burden has been fulfilled

 Ive had a woman tell me foolishly that light was stronger than darkness. That narrative was based on the presumption that freedom was a disease. It's not. Tight spaces are the disease. People foolishly thought that the fall of Lucifer from heaven had something to do with pride or avarice or hubris. 

Heaven was defined as overwhelming light where people communicated with their minds and didnt speak. In physiological terms thats tightly packed radiation that had no room for people to move. 

Disease is tight spaces. And I know its a boring diagnosis but thats what reality is at heart. Boring. Thats why myths are just entertainment and distractions from feeling unjustly compacted and feeds people a sense of courage and relief. 

Thats my personal objection to use of racial slurs like the n word. It describes tight spaces and the bitterness that caused people to refuse to expand. Thats the irony. Heaven was the sick place that created hell to solve the problem of being tightly constricted. 

Hell obviously had its own disease thats for sure. How to solve the problem of moral fitness without needing punishment. The theory of punishment is that people dont want to get better and need an authority to rule them. But thats false. People tend to want to get better when given the choice. The authentic choice when constriction doesnt make the choice for them. 

So the issue is that people kept feeding the disease of constriction misdiagnosing the problem as the solution. 

Limitation is the cause of spiritual diseases, but all the time the solution was to add more problems. And when i say limitation I dont define limitlessness as limitless evil. Evil is inevitably constricting and always comes to a full stop. Thats why hell was defined as eternal torture. 

Limitlessness tends to be goodness without end. 

And every perspective has good. The good thats true is found in what one is. 

Beelzebub made himself God in eternal goodness by making himself the opposite of God but made himself the same. 

There is no place thats inheritely good or evil. 

"What matter if I be in heaven or hell as long as I stay the same."

Im not defined by where I come from. Im justified by who i am.